It's been a month since i had her at home... Well, she brings a lot of laughter!! Ha4...

She is somehow clever, but sometimes she will makes us run all around the house to chase for her... Well, it's tiring.. but my mom can only say " Well, maybe it's because she is still a puppy ..." I guess so... She is still 4 months old.. So, maybe it's just her curiosity. ^^

L.O.V.E

A sudden hot topic from a simple note that reads aloud many people’s mind, which includes yours and mine.

LOVE

that’s something that could make and break people.

How do we fall in love? It’s a choice. a CHOICE that you make. Remember before getting together with your partner, that tingle in your heart when you see him, every little move of his could make your world go round. The texts that you receive that instantly brings a smile t you and brightens up your mundane life, those that you still keep, safe in a folder kept away in your phone. How you feel like you’re everything to them and all the attention that shone upon you at that period of time.

Then as time goes by, you start to get less of all those things. You start to change this person to what you want them to be, trying to manipulate their lives, always wanting to have a say in their daily lives, forgetting the reasons that attracted you to them. Before getting together, they managed to lead their lives independently and very well. But as you get together, and start to get used to one another’s presence, dependence starts to find its way into your life.

Love is simple, if you don’t complicate it, that is. Just remember what you saw in your partner when you were first attracted to them and keep things that way. Don’t try to change them because it’s their individualism that got you guys together.

And i’m in love with a not so perfect you, but that’s how you’ve got to accept them. For who they are.

Have faith and choose to believe.

"Angels"

past few weeks had been a roller coaster ride for me.... study, study, study and study...
didn’t really have the energy to blog, neither was there much i wanted to say.

as the title suggests, i’d probably talk about angels.
but no, i mean friends who have been here with me all the way.
they are my angels. and i know i have many angels around me.
leading me towards the right path and decisions to make.
a lot of time, they’ve given me advice, strength and most importantly support.
been there for me even at the weirdest hours of the day.
whenever i needed someone, they were always there.

afterall, it isn’t too bad to tell people about my feelings.
it does help.

Probably not the first time, but definitely one in a million times, i told my mum about my problems and she told me about her own experiences which brought tears to my eyes..

so its a really big THANK YOU for all of you who’ve been there.
too many to name, but i hope you feel a hug at a certain point in time, and that would be from me (:

Thanks..

Status Quo...

we spend all our time making ourselves look different, unique and special
but we fail to see that as we are drawing the line around us
we are unconsciously making ourselves similar
because at the end of the day
what we really want to achieve...
is moving out of the status quo

sometimes i get tired of thinking what's next
planning my schedules, updating my organizer
project datelines, homework, etc..

but what else can i do??

except to constantly compare...
compare myself with more successful people
others who can perform much better
because at the end of the day
what i really want to achieve...
is moving out of the status quo

life not always bring what we want
we not always stop at our desired destination
but life always brings us somewhere

it has taught me something important
to believe in myself and trust my instincts

so as i count down to my graduation day
Where I'm only left with less than 30 days
i am working hard on the tasks at hand
making sure everything that needs to be done, is done
because at the end of the day
what we really want to achieve...

is moving out of the status quo

Thoughts

Just a thought when i woke up this morning

Let's take a few steps back and see the bigger picture

life is so much more than just ourselves
so many of us are getting so caught up with ourselves that we refuse to stop and take a look at others and us

I thought things were different, things which were in the past and a new beginning was in this year;
but they turned out differently in the end..

It's not that i did not expect it, getting some look of it last year, but i chose to ignore it and give the benefit of the doubt.

guess things work out the way they're supposed to in the end.


another revelation was that what we put in is what comes out of it
i have loads to learn from others' optimism and perseverance

SNA's got talent finals are just a few days away
I really am getting nervous
But all I know is that

if we win, we praise God; if we lose, we praise God.

...that's all I can say...

School..

I now left with 18 more days to

Final exams

..

1st paper: English
2nd Paper: A.maths

!!Wow!!

As my secondary school life draws to a close,
I can't help reminiscing the past years I went through in this school,
Singapore National Academy (SNA).

I recalled the time when we first created our band

"Girls United"

(G1)

. At that time we were still secondary two and a new music teacher came to teach in our school, Mr. Chris. I remember how harsh I fought with the teacher mr. Chris, how I hated him so much at that time. Remembering this now, makes me wanna laugh. :)
At that time one of us almost threw a shoe to him. To all the members of G1, "Do you guys still remember?" :p

A lot had happened since I first came in to SNA until now. There are a lot of beautiful memories. Sometimes we also fight, but I learned that fighting is also a way to know about someone even deeper, knowing about them more and more.. :)

Time past so fast..
Suddenly, it's the last year of my stay in SNA.
This is the year which defines a person, test one's willpower and self-discipline.
This is the year in which we graduate.

I know that we will go on separate ways in just 2 months time. But I know from the deepest of my hear that memories of my beautiful, wonderful 4 years secondary school life will never be forgotten from my head. I really have a great time with all of you guys... :)..

..I'll definitely miss u all..

New hope.. :)

After leaving my room in a pile of mess for i don’t know how long, i decided to start packing my room this morning. Well, it’s always interesting to go through the pile of mess created and find some items that you thought you had lost or had already forgotten, still existed.

I was cleaning up and down, in and out of all the drawers. I found my "love letter" from my parents last year. It truly was so different to read it again while knowing what they were told to do. But i definitely will never forget the moments in camp when I read all these and wrote the letters back to them. I know my parents are the parents who have given me so much over the years. Even though they’ll never get to read all these, i just want to say that i really love you all.

I then came across with all the notes and photos from camps that I've joined since I was a participant till I am the coach. Reminiscing all those past times, I remembered everything that was said to me by my coach, Joey, about life and to believe in myself and hold onto my dreams. I realized that I haven't been doing the right thing this past few months. I can't believe just by cleaning my room I can actually find new hope for my life. LOL.. :p

My room is wonderfully clean now. I just want to refresh my mind for the mean time, before I get back to my usual school life when school starts tomorrow.. :)